The kind of talk i am subjected to each day, it makes me sick. And trust me when i say its sickening, i have 13 yrs of convent schooling behind me to know when it gets really disgusting. Obscene comments, repulsive thinking and an utter lack of respect...this is not what i am...this is not what i want to be related to. I wish to believe they are better, though only fleeting instances show this side of them. For the major part, i'd say they are just one better than RSR's...despos.

Disassociation is difficult...my need is dire. I am mindful to make sure it does not affect me, my conscience is not altered.

My supine stance, does it bother you?? I want to be you, with you...