Sunday bliss...

it is 85 straight now....the Bridge ain't falling down...

I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere.

Pink ´cause you are so very...

The kind of talk i am subjected to each day, it makes me sick. And trust me when i say its sickening, i have 13 yrs of convent schooling behind me to know when it gets really disgusting. Obscene comments, repulsive thinking and an utter lack of respect...this is not what i am...this is not what i want to be related to. I wish to believe they are better, though only fleeting instances show this side of them. For the major part, i'd say they are just one better than RSR's...despos.

Disassociation is difficult...my need is dire. I am mindful to make sure it does not affect me, my conscience is not altered.

My supine stance, does it bother you?? I want to be you, with you...

Weekend Blues

the weekend beckons....

got another night at work before that...i have to preserve.

A little conversation makes it so much better...brightens up the day really...(Sobriquet Substantiated!).

no plans for the weekend yet...none likely...except the 90 mins of pure bliss....

*he'll be made aware that his decision was wrong...he was almost here...almost.

Dumb and dumber...

Dumb and dumber....n a twenty something dolt. Harsh? No. Kinship is my affliction...and his too, perhaps, but he doesn't share the misery this time. Their mine...my very own...my DIMWITS!! Aaaaahhh.


Witnessed a strange and quite moving spectacle. What would make a decent, well-to-do(read 'non-destitute')person seek charity by voluntarily begging at the shrine's portals for a period??...to show his/her incomparable humility, for penance or 'mannat'(as may be applicable). Its difficult, rather impossible, to imagine myself in their position...their piety admirable!


I pretend i'm asleep though i sense it won't last forever..i cannot keep running away (courtesy demands not to hit back either...)...have to subject myself to discussions veering on the brink of absurdity...
*his code of socially-acceptable conversations long breached..
..it is about life and times of the 'talented' people residing in that house(read BB), SRK's new moustache and the sensational news report about the 'end of the world' on Wednesday...the reason, of course, as expected, completely unknown to them....little difference it would be if i mention about LHC (perhaps would be the biggest achievement in science n tech since 1969)....well nevermind. Silence is my savior.

Fractions are too difficult to fathom...i have to be verrry sloooooww to be understood...it defies logic...the least you could do is be embarrassed for being so stupid!


Be warned, one day i will talk back.

the most honest intentions can backfire...being genuinely concerned is not always understood...

Lots happened yesterday, had my highs n lows.....but as mentioned before, there are certain things which overrule all the rest put together....collectively, was depressed till today morn, sunshine decided to smile down upon me after a long dark mostly silent night.


felt good helping out a stranger... AB+

tonight was BAD at work, then again according to theory aforementioned, had a fabulous night...i'm happy.

Gloom

I sulk...

*Robinho shares the same feeling.

it hasn't exactly been the order of the day...in fact had quite an awesome time till early evening...met up with the guys, had a reunion of sorts....rediscovered the bonding that seemed to have evaporated in the past few months. But all that pales in comparison to the grouchiness that envelops me. Its strange how a collective good time stretching over the better part of the day is pervaded by the sullenness over a time that could have been...

I regret i had a leave today.

I miss you...